Just a story (re-post from my last blog)

re-post (1 April 2008) It was in the dark night without any stars appeared; Cleo sat on the chair with holding a hand phone while waiting for a text from her secret admirer, in the veranda of her house. Cleo was a girlfriend of someone who knew her unilaterally and that relationship was a long distance love story between Jogja and Kendari through chatting with SMS.A few minutes after she sat, there was a text coming from her secret admirer that said, “would you like to be my wife?” She was really shock at that time and then, she replied “Are you kidding me? I’ve never seen you directly, I didn’t know you well, and what about our family?”. Not long after she sent it, her Hp was ringing; there was a text replied by the Secret admirer, “I think my picture is clear and our parents are agree with us. Did you remember? There was a couple from Jogja stayed a night in your house a week ago and one of them gave you my picture? Honestly, your perception was right at that time, they are my parents. I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you the truth, because I want that my parents would see you naturally. By the way, a ring which has my name in there will come tomorrow. I hope you will receive it”. That text was bringing lots shock than before, she kept silent for a while, thinking, and consider many things. After that, she sent a text for the Secret admirer “I don’t want your ring. I want you come here”. The following afternoon, the secret admirer and his parents came to Cleo house and asked for her in marriage formally.

2009-2010

di pojok sebuah lorong sepi ditengah ramainya sebuah kota..sebuah kubus bisu menjadi saksi kemandirian seorang gadis yang beberapa waktu lalu tlah menjadi wanita. Hari demi hari berlalu, kemandirian mengubahnya menjadi seorang yang sangat cuek, tanpa semangat, layaknya seorang tanpa tujuan hidup. Namun kemudian beberapa manusia masuk dalam sejarah hidupnya, sesaat wanita itu tersadar bahwa manusia-manusia inilah yang ia cari selama ini. Manusia-manusia yang memberinya tawa kebahagiaan tanpa pamrih seperti beberapa manusia-manusia sebelumnya. Mengapa manusia-manusia ini tidak turut hadir ketika manusia-manusia sebelumnya memberinya tawa

Attending first performance of Elite

I'm sitting formally actually in front of my laptop while trying to look for inspiration and understand what should I write about... I just want you know what I feel right now after "attending first performance of Elite".. I was really happy and the climax of my happiness at the end of that performance which inspire me about one more spectacular show that must be performed by Elite.. it is our dream...

bingung..!!!!

meneliti hal baru membuatku pusing...sejumlah aturan akademis dan sistematika penulisan tesis harus kupatuhi yang membuatku sangadd bingung...aturan2 itu sangat berbeda dengan aturan yang ku dapatkan di daerah. untuk itu aku mencari sumber tertulis terkait kedua hal tersebut. Namun sekali lagi membuatku bingung..aku takjub ketika membaca sumber tertulis tersebut ternyata sangat berbeda dengan kenyataan..

Lirik lagu Unbelievable by Craig David

Always Said I Would Know Where To Find Love,Always Thought I'd Be Ready And Strong Enough,But Some Times I Just Felt I Could Give Up.But You Came And Changed My Whole World Now,I'm Somewhere I've Never Been Before.Now I See, What Love Means.It's So Unbelievable,And I Don't Want To Let It Go,Something So Beautiful,Flowing Down Like A Waterfall.I Feel Like You've Always Been,Forever A Part Of Me.And It's So Unbelievable To Finally Be In Love,Somewhere I'd Never Thought I'd Be.In My Heart, In My Head, It's So Clear Now,Hold My Hand You've Got Nothing To Fear Now,I Was Lost And You've Rescued Me Some How-.I'm Alive, I'm In Love You Complete Me,And I've Never Been Here Before.Now I See, What Love Means.When I Think Of What I Have, And This Chance I Nearly Lost,I Cant Help But Break Down, And Cry.Ohh Yeah, Break Down And Cry.Now I See, What Love Means

I Sit There in My English Class

I sit there in my English class

I try to pay attention but I'm swept away

I can only focus on your eyes of glassEveryday

I try to find something good to say

And getting nothing in return is such a pity

If only you would gaze at me

I know I'm not that pretty

And I know there's nothing much to see

Every moment of my day is booked for you

You could say I'm hookedIt's all so true

Everything about you is just like me

We have our own thoughts and are both strong minded

We argue about politics and the rights to be free

We consider the Peace Treaty and how people signed it

I can only hope we're meant to be

I can get you to talk or laugh anytime

I can pick you up when you're downI'll stand with you even if it's a crime

And I'll hold your heart even though it's mine you found

I'll be the best thing you've ever had

I could never break your heart

Or have one to make you sadAs you can see,

I'll never leave your sideYou can fill the other half of me

And share with me the prideI don't want to scare you off

Or make you think I'm off my chainAnd nothing

I say is meant to scoffBut the way you make me feel is so insane

So everyday I'll sit there in my English class

Maybe one day you will seeAnd you'll look and see ,

I too, have eyes of glassAnd just maybe fall for me

A Heart Remembers

A memory burned within, from a heartfelt second long agoa moment... one single moment, that only a heart can remembera fleeting thought, gone astray, but the feeling looms inside youa boy and a girl... so far apart, so long the daysthat it took their hearts to remind them...how fortunate they are, that a heart...can return a fleeting thought,one single moment, or a memory burned within...so they can now live as oneas only inside true love, can such a past remainuntil... it's found again